My Nephew Kiedis

My brothers baby:)

Gahhhh

“ I’m tired of being sad. I’m tired of crying. I’m tired of feeling empty inside. I’m tired of feeling worthless. I’m tired of feeling stuck. I’m tired of feeling crazy. I’m tired of being alone. I’m tired of yelling. I’m tired of pretending. I’m tired of dreaming of a life I will never have. I’m tired of missing things. I’m tired of missing people. I’m tired of remembering. I’m tired of wishing I could start all over. I’m tired of not being able to just let go. I’m tired of faking it. I’m tired of being different. I’m tired of being angry. I’m tired of needing help. Most of all, I’m just I’m tired of being tired.
— Unknown

Pardon my french..

Life's just soooooooo messed up right now. It needs to pause, my mom needs to get healthy, my aunt needs to get better, school needs to slow down, work needs to get easier, family need to come home, good things need to happen to good people, friends need to stop disappearing, truth needs to be told, money needs to be made, birthday's need to not suck, and hearts need to heal.

Christmas time's a coming!!!!!!

Decided to spent saturday evening making homemade christmas cards. Was feeling a little crafty, and decided to give it a go. Got soe construction paper, some glue, and brainstormed for some ideas. Might I say I am soo pleased with the results. I know my grandparents would be as well. Be watching your mailbox for a homemade one soon!!!

11:11

Oooh trying to write papers at midnight..

You know you've gone insane and have been doing your paper for too long when you start to relive your childhood with old music videos.....Yet, that's not even the worst part. The worst part is remembering every single line to each song. Oooh old school dances and boy band obsessions. How I miss being 12.

S Club 7 Reach Up....

Moffats..miss you like crazy

Otown...all or nothing

Backstreet Boys..I want it that way!

N'sync...Tearin' up my heart

B44...Go Go

KC and JOJO...All my Life

Aqua....Dr. Jones

fourth year life:S

Busy bee. That's how I feel like this november is going, and I know it can only get worse from here. It is expected being in fourth year for all these challenges to arise, the power now is can I overcome all of them and still do well. I guess we shall see. I have enough faith in myself, it's just purcrasanation is sooooooooooooooooo much easier haha. I can't even go back to think where it all began. But I think I will go with last friday.

Friday...
- Woke up early, caught the bus downtown toronto. Met a friend for lunch. Walked around Toronto till 3, when I was able to go in and visit my mom. Visited the mother in the hospital for a while. Dad, brother and his girlfriend showed up. Went our for dinner at like 6. Had dinner, then met friends at Union for some wicked CTF....the game was incredible. But by midnight I was tired and it was time to take the train home. Got home one ish and hit the sac immediately.

Saturday...
-woke up, had breakie with dad, showered, drove to toronto, caught the greyhound back to st. catharines to get to work. Worked from 1:15 till 6:15. Came home, went for a run. Showered, ate, started searching for articles. At 11 headed to a friends for a destresser which included rockband playing.

Sunday..
- Woke up early, read chapters all day, read articles and summarized, did my usual online posting. Went running and then Headed to bed early from being exhausted.

Monday..
- Woke up, did quick assignment for class. Went to class from 11-2. Went to work from 2-5. Went to class from 5-8. Came home worked out essay.

Tuesday..
- Woke up, summarized articles for second essay. Went to brock to do reserve readings. Played final frisbee game (which sadly we lost...but lost in sudden death so it wasnt too bad, it was an amazing game). Then went straight to work after the game till 9:15. Walked home. Showered, ate, and searched for information for group presentation.

Wednesday..
- woke up, started studying for my midterm tomorrow. Went running. And then back to more studying.

The rest of the week consists of:
Thursday
- Snap 9-11, midterm/class from 11-2, writing paper

Friday
-meet group for presentation 8:30
-class 11-2
-class 2-5 (hand in two assignments)
-work 6-9

Saturday
- work on paper that is due monday all day!!!

Sunday
- finish up paper
- work from 1-6

I don't even want to begin to think how next week is going to be. All i know is that I am slowly counting down the days till christmas so we can finally have a good decent break.
Even among all this really awful news some good news has taken place. I've been accpted...I am sooo excited, and I don't even know where to begin, well the first step is getting the money together but still. It is the dream of a lifetime and I can't wait for it to take place. I'll be sure to fill everyone in on more details as the weeks goes on. But for now...all you need to know is I AM ACCEPTED:):)

Never too old for dressing up.

My halloween costume. First picture of the night, and one of my most proudest costume!



Life update:
Running----> Still going strong, pulling off between 8 and 14km about 5 or more times per week. With the change in weather its getting hard to want to go out in rain and wind, but its defintly still doable.

School----> Doing really well, Surprised a little but loving this year. It's been a busy october and november is even worse so we shall see how it goes. Intramural frisbee finals are this week. So I am praying for a win, I could use another tshirt haha.

Family---> It's going to be tough this week, considering she's normally been the strong one, but now its out turn to be strong for her. Love you tones Mommy!!!!!.

Bike Trip---> Applications are being processed this week, So here's hoping!!